How a schizoid teenager adapts to society?
Answer from: Satanist technician:
There's only deep professional psychotherapy. Rape is a serious problem. You can't treat it externally by behavioral means. You have to cleanse these traumas.
Answer from: Ivan Vorobyov:
I have a natural science education, in my youth I was addicted to literature...
You should opt for long term therapy for yourself, Here is not "take out" alone. Go to an appointment with a therapist, and start with a step. For example, just come in once a week.